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Episode 11
Are you finally coming to?
Director Goo.
Director Goo, it's you, isn't it?
I'll go get the doctor.
Help me, Robin.
I...
saved her.
Are you okay?
Can you tell me...
what happened yesterday?
It was you... who put the gas mask on my face.
Then Robin suddenly showed up out of the blue.
And he broke the window, and held me in his arms.
But I'm told that Robin wasn't there.
Just what in the world happened?
Was Robin there?
Ha Na, are you okay? We're going to get out of here.
Robin?
Who are you?
Who... are you?
Are you hurt anywhere?
- No. - Aren't you tired?
- No, I'm fine. - I'm pretty tired.
- I feel like I can fall asleep right now. - Director Goo.
Until I wake up again...
can you stay with me by my side?
- What are you... - You just asked me who I was.
I'm answering that question right now.
I'm going to go to sleep right now, and I'll wake up again.
You'll find out then just who I am.
Director Goo.
Ha Na.
Are you hurt anywhere?
Why did you go there last night? That was so dangerous.
What happened?
Robin... is it you?
Are you...
really Robin?
You really are...
Robin.
But... how?
What... is going on here?
What are you doing in this room?
Because Director Goo...
He told me that he was going to nap, and wake back up in a little bit.
He asked me to stay until he woke up.
He said I'll find out then... just who he is.
I'm positive...
that it was Director Goo who went to sleep.
But you woke up as Robin.
Just what in the world is going on?
How can this even be possible?
Just hear me out, Ha Na.
Seo Jin and I...
We have different personalities.
We suffer... from DID. Which means...
Dissociative Identity Disorder. (Multiple personality disorder)
It's a form of mental illness.
Then...
you and Director Goo...
You're saying that you're the same person?
No.
We're not the same person.
Seo Jin and I are two different people.
We have separate personalities, feelings, careers, and even memories.
I'm the one who has feelings for you.
And I'm the one whom you have feelings for.
Seo Jin...
He's showing clear behavioral and cognitive abreaction to his repressed emotions.
Can't you see it?
He's breaking through his own defense mechanisms.
Does seeing that...
make you feel that happy?
It must be so nice for Seo Jin to have a guardian like yourself by his side.
Protecting and shielding him from everything isn't going to cure him of his illness.
Don't you know the standard method of treatment for dissociative disorder?
Coming face-to-face with the trauma, and facing the painful past head on.
Which will enable the patient to stop depending on their alter ego
- and remember their painful past. - I believe differently than you.
Some people may need to remember in order to survive...
but there are some who need to forget in order to survive.
So you're telling me that Seo Jin actually forgot those memories?
I've been treating Seo Jin with hypnotherapy for over ten years.
It's impossible to lie while in a state of hypnosis or unconsciousness.
Then it just means that he edited his memories to suit his own needs.
He's surrounded himself with defense mechanisms all his life.
You know that it's a natural instinct to edit out portions of agonizing memories.
I'm going to start by destroying all of his defensive shields first.
Seo Jin needs to know what it's like to be left on his own without any defensive shields.
Seo Jin's already been on his own ever since I disappeared out of his life.
Come on, you know better than that.
Seo Jin's biggest shield of defense...
is Robin.
His alter ego, Hyde, is a savior of people?
Why do you think Hyde's are created?
It's to have another being relieve them from having to face human being's evil nature
that they're not able to face on their own.
But Seo Jin's created a nice alter ego, and tells himself that's who he really is
and that he's a savior of people when he's actually just a coward!
And on top of that...
he's even got himself a third shield of defense.
- Jang Ha Na never should've come. - Doctor Yoon.
Seo Jin's creation of his defensive shields is a sure sign that he's feeling agonized.
But some may disagree with that.
It could just be a hoax to escape from it all before finding himself in a state of agony.
So...
So what are you going to do?
I have to make his own shields of defense turn on him and attack him.
Doctor Yoon.
The moment Seo Jin realizes that his shields of defense are no longer his shields...
Aren't you curious to see how he'll be then?
Because that'll be the true face of Seo Jin.
Did you see?
- Director Goo? - Yes, it's me.
It's hard to believe, isn't it?
It was like that for me in the beginning, too. I couldn't believe what was happening to me.
The warehouse we were in last night...
I went through a horrendous experience there.
And as you already know... I no longer wanted to go on living.
I think my illness was brought on in my attempts to survive
and I think that's why...
Robin was created.
But...
I think I've changed.
No, I know that I've changed.
I.... was the one who saved this time.
I saved you.
You came for me.
You came to protect me.
- Director Goo. - No, let me finish.
Robin is inside of me. Robin is me, and I'm Robin.
We are one and the same.
- No, we are not the same person. - We are one and the same.
Please save me! Save me!
I saved you? No, I've never done that.
The person that I remember is a savior of people.
Who are you referring to? Does he look like me?
Goo Seo Jin doesn't save people. But saving people is my personality.
Don't ever mention Robin's name to me again, or to anyone else.
I told you that it was because of you, didn't I?
Robin appeared because of you, and because of you, I...
He spoke as if you and I were out to ruin his life or something.
What did he mean by all that?
What were you thinking when you told her everything?
You were the one who always wanted to hide everything
and I was the one who wanted to tell the truth.
But that's not the case right now. I'm not ready for this.
So why did you do it without my consent?
For the first time ever, you reached out your hand to me.
You asked for me to help you.
- Didn't you? - Yeah.
That makes me happy.
Because that's the first time you've acknowledged my validity.
But what you did... disrespected me again.
This isn't just about you telling someone the truth about yourself.
This is also you...
telling someone about who I am.
But why would you be the one to tell someone about who I am?
Why would you tell that to someone I like?
These are my feelings. They're emotions that I'm feeling.
Robin.
I've never said these words to you before...
but thank you.
And...
What is this that I'm feeling?
How are you feeling? Do you need to go see a doctor?
No, I'm fine.
I'll take care of the police matters.
- Get some rest. - Director Goo.
I'm still not sure what's what right now.
I kind of feel like I'm still just dreaming.
I'm sure you do.
But...
I may not know about much else, but there's one thing that I'm sure of.
I... like Robin.
But when you tell me that you're Robin...
Don't tell me that the feelings that I have for Robin are directed towards you, too.
Then why did you follow me there?
You could've died.
Is saving people just something that you do?
Or were you just worried about me? If so, why were you worried about me?
I don't care if you say that it was out of sympathy
because sympathy is the closest emotion to love.
Then that's where we'll start, because I've already begun.
- Did you track down the car? - Yes, the car belongs to Doctor Kang.
- What about the cellphone? - It was a burner, and couldn't be traced.
- Did you get any fingerprints? - I couldn't find a single one.
Then what about... this gas valve here?
This gas pump was remote operated
which means that Lee Soo Hyun was in the area.
All remotes have a certain working radius.
We're looking into all manufacturers, and sellers of the remote.
And check all the security cameras in the vicinity of the warehouse scene.
- Yes, Sir. - Yes, Sir.
Do you know how long it's been since this case was opened and Doctor Kang has disappeared?
Let's catch the bastard already!
- Get out there and start investigating! - Yes, Sir.
- Detective Jang. - Yes?
You know how we've delayed getting statements from Goo Seo Jin and Jang Ha Na because
they're still not feeling well?
What's happened since? Have you heard from them?
This case no longer has anything to do with Doctor Kang.
Please take her off from your list of suspects.
How can you be so sure?
He knew things about my past that even I had forgotten.
How would Doctor Kang know something that I don't?
It's a sure sign that Lee Soo Hyun is behind it all.
Even if that were the case, there's no trace of Lee Soo Hyun whatsoever.
I'm sure he's the same age as you are, and we know his father's name was Lee Joo Kyung.
He disappeared around the age of twelve, then there's no trace of him after that.
We don't know whether he got adopted, or whether he had his name changed.
Which made me think...
that maybe we could release a childhood photo of him and start a public search.
But if we decide to go that route
then the matters related to Wonder Group could also be made public.
Well, nothing been decided yet.
Can I meet with Ahn Sung Goon?
Hi, Soo Hyun.
I remember everything now.
- You... remember? - Yeah.
But...
As I started remembering the events of that day
I also started remembering other things about that day, too.
What are you talking about?
What are you going to do about your son?
You don't care if he dies?
Just why it is that I tried to erase all my memories of that incident...
I need to know my exact reasons for it myself.
But you know, don't you?
Stop lying.
That never happened.
Is that so?
Then it would seem that you've erased your memories just like I have.
No.
Just what...
- are you trying to do? - In that kidnapping case...
there was another culprit, wasn't there?
It wasn't the act of a single person.
There was one other person.
What is it that you whispered in his ear?
If Ahn Sung Goon indeed possesses Lee Soo Hyun's memories
then I wanted to know if his memories of that day were the same as mine.
Yes, I see.
But your demeanor seems a bit different today.
The complexity of this case is still the same as ever...
Yes, it's true that nothing's changed. However...
This is now about my survival, and I have to live.
I'm the one who has feelings for you, and I'm the one whom you have feelings for.
I disappeared five years ago
and because of you, I've returned after five long years.
No matter what the reasons may be for Seo Jin's desire to hide behind me
my beginning has been with you.
I'm not letting go of you.
You're telling me that I didn't come out for a whole day?
When you heard that Doctor Kang could possibly be a suspect
you were extremely stressed out by the news.
- So Robin took care of everything that day? - Yes.
We thought we were in the clear after having safely concluded the board meeting
but that's when he received that phone call from Lee Soo Hyun.
- You don't remember any of it, do you? - No.
How could that even have happened? This has never happened before.
It's the Chairman.
The events of the other day...
- You don't remember any of it, do you? - No.
It's not like you told yourself not to come back or anything like that either.
Doctor Gerald Minsky at Houston's MD Hospital...
I've jumped through hoops to bring him here.
Receive treatments from him.
He'll be here next week.
Director Goo came in to work today.
And someone's flying in from the States.
Someone's flying in? He's not the one flying out?
Find out who's flying in.
What are you going to do?
Are you going to follow Chairman Goo's wishes?
Get the car ready.
Doctor Yoon.
You and Seo Jin both...
The first twelve years of your lives were taken away by the kidnapper.
But who's the one now taking years away from lives since then?
Seo Jin has started to change.
Now, it's your turn to change.
I apologize for just dropping in on you like this.
Come in.
I'll just get straight to the point.
I need your help.
- My help? - The event that occurred two days ago...
- You heard about it from the police? - Yes.
Just like you said, something else happened during my attempt to escape from my captor.
And I remembered what that was.
And I think...
that could be the starting point to curing myself of my illness.
Your illness?
DID.
I was diagnosed with Dissociative Identity Disorder 15 years ago.
I see.
It must've been so difficult for you.
That's a tough illness to deal with, and I'm sure you had to keep it hidden.
That must be the reason why Doctor Kang was treating you with hypnotherapy?
Yes.
This is the first time that my therapy has stopped.
But maybe that's why...
I'm experiencing symptoms that I've never experienced before.
Symptoms that he's never experienced before?
What sort of symptoms?
I'm not an expert like Doctor Kang is, but I'll try to help as much as I'm able to.
Please speak freely.
A stable pattern had been set in place
where myself and another personality could coexist.
But I'm not sure if maybe I was overstressed, or that I sustained a shock of some sorts...
but I've been told...
that I didn't make a comeback for an entire day.
This has never happened before. It wasn't done intentionally, either.
What could this mean?
That's...
I'm not an expert in that area myself, so I'm very cautious when I say...
No, he can't be!
But it's an indication...
that the main identity is starting to cease to exist.
By any chance, have you experienced any other symptoms?
No, not yet.
Are there any other symptoms like this happening?
If so, what are they?
It's not a common occurrence, so I can't speak too candidly.
I think I'm going to have to do a bit of research on it myself.
I'll look into it some more, and be in touch with you soon.
What did he say?
It was just because you were upset, wasn't it?
Because you weren't feeling all that well?
You heard that, right?
That's the first sign of the main identity starting to cease to exist, isn't it?
What's the next symptom?
The main identity showing signs of his extinction
means that his other identity is starting to become stronger.
Which means, Robin is going to start desiring for this to happen, right?
Come on, you know that's true.
No matter how nice of an alter ego Seo Jin has created
this is a matter of survival and existence to Robin.
What other being out there wouldn't want to live?
What other being out there wouldn't want to be in charge of his own life?
Don't you agree, Doctor Kang?
It's an indication that the main identity is starting to cease to exist.
I need to trust in myself.
I just need to trust in myself.
Contact the police department
and tell them to start a public search for Lee Soo Hyun immediately.
Excuse me?
I don't think Chairman Goo would be very happy about that.
Do you think that I'm happy about it?
Well... Yes, Sir.
I've received a request from Goo Seo Jin to start a public search for Lee Soo Hyun.
This could publicize the matters related to Chairman Goo.
- Is he okay with that? - He's not oblivious to what's happened.
I think he's prepared to deal with it.
- Then let's get the ball rolling. - Yes, Sir.
Alert the reporters of our briefing at 9am tomorrow morning
and check to see if all the local public, and cable networks have a most wanted program.
- Yes, Sir. - But...
don't you think that your looks aren't very suited to represent our precinct on TV?
- Detective Jang. - Yes?
Do you think this is a joke? You think this investigation is a joke?
Get your head on straight.
Come on, Detective Na. Don't act like that.
Be honest. You're kind of nervous, aren't you?
Yeah, I'm really nervous. Ugh, I don't know what to do.
Public and cable stations? It's going to be on all the channels.
Maybe I should get myself a facial? My skin is a mess, isn't it?
Jang Ha Na left Seoul after leaving the house.
- Where did she go? - She took the bus out of town.
She also turned off her cellphone.
We don't know what the culprit may do, so just keep an eye on her from afar.
Yes, Sir. Do not worry.
It's me.
Ha Na.
Robin, I need some time. Please give me some time to think.
Robin.
I've never said this before...
but thank you.
And also...
You were right. You've helped me to survive.
All the things that I couldn't do, you did for me in my place
and you've saved me.
All these years, I've only thought of ways to get rid of you.
You were an enemy that I had to hurt and destroy.
But...
I've realized it now.
That you are... you are...
me.
You are soon... going to disappear.
No, it won't really be disappearing.
Because you'll just continue...
to exist within myself.
No, don't let go of me. Save me!
What is this?
- Robin! - Hi, Woo Jung.
Do you know where Ha Na is right now?
- Please enjoy. - Ha Na?
She said she was going to take the day off to recover from what happened the other day.
But where have you been? I've been so worried.
Don't worry about me. I'll call you back later.
Ha Na, where are you?
Robin.
Is Ha Na not here?
She said she was taking a few days off.
Wait! Has something happened to her again?
What was that all about?
- Are you seriously going to be like this? - What?
Don't you have any consideration for how worried I've been?
Has something happened between you and Ha Na?
I thought it was weird when Ha Na told me that she may be gone for the next few days.
Her cellphone's been turned off, too.
- Let's go. - Go where?
To find her. Don't you know my skills?
It's been five years already since I've constantly had to search for you.
Come on.
Which of the two is the truth? I don't know which to believe.
Where did she go?
What happened? Did you two have a fight?
Seriously.
I really can't stand that behavior, but I know exactly what you're going through.
That look on your face right now is one that I'm way too familiar with.
When you disappeared on me, I went searching for you everywhere.
Everyone looked like you, but you were nowhere to be found.
There were so many good memories
but all I could think about was how else I could've been nicer or better to you.
Thank you, Woo Jung.
I came back after having been gone for five years.
Because of your memoirs of me, my having been here five years ago...
was validated.
Why are you talking like that? Are you going to disappear on me again?
No, just the opposite.
I'm not going anywhere.
As long as there's someone who remembers me
I've been here...
and I'll continue to be here.
- You should go back home. - Are you going somewhere?
There's someplace that I need to check.
- By any chance, has Ha Na been here? - No, she hasn't.
What's wrong?
What is it? Has something happened to Ha Na?
- Tell me what's going on. - This has nothing to do with you.
How does it have nothing to do with me?
Do you have to notify the police?
No, it's not like that.
Then by any chance...
Has Goo Seo Jin told Jang Ha Na everything?
Goo Seo Jin stopped by earlier and told me that you're not his twin brother.
I'm sure Jang Ha Na must be feeling pretty confused.
Weren't the two of you... pretty serious?
Sorry, I know it's none of my business.
Why was Seo Jin here?
Tell me why he came here, and why he told you all those things.
He never talked to anyone else outside of Doctor Kang.
Tell me.
Tell me why he suddenly decided to tell you everything.
The day before yesterday...
the day of the kidnapping...
- I heard that Goo Seo Jin disappeared. - What about it?
He came to talk to me about that. He wanted to know...
what that new development had meant.
No!
What... did that mean?
It means...
that the main identity could cease to exist.
And I think that sense of danger is what prompted him to come see me
and tell Jang Ha Na the real truth about himself.
I'm not sure how this may come across, but if this is like any normal DID case...
then as a doctor, I shouldn't be saying any of this to you.
Then why are you telling me?
But if I'm right about what I've witnessed...
then the one who's kept Goo Seo Jin sustained wasn't himself...
but I believe that it was you, Robin.
You have to be understanding of Goo Seo Jin.
I'm sure it's difficult for him to accept his current situation
and that's why he's showcasing erratic and unpredictable behaviors.
You have to help him.
I remembered something that I hadn't been aware of.
- You remembered something? - But...
It wasn't my own memory.
- What did you remember? - I think it was Seo Jin's memory...
from when he was kidnapped as a young child.
The memory he has from the same warehouse that we were in two days ago.
What does that mean?
What could that be alluding to?
I have the right to know, too.
No, you don't.
- Only Goo Seo Jin has the right to know this. - Why?
Why can't you tell me about it?
Even in your eyes...
do I not constitute as a human being?
Am I just a fake, an illusion, and Seo Jin's accessory?
You even said yourself that I was the one who has kept Seo Jin sustained.
Even Seo Jin has acknowledged that, which is what I've always wanted.
But why does it all sound like...
everyone's just telling me to disappear?
Calm down and just hear me out.
Goo Seo Jin having disappeared
and you remembering something that is a part of Goo Seo Jin's memory
could just mean that it's a meaningless temporary phenomenon.
With the two of you sharing the same body
there are many phenomenon that are yet to be scientifically explained.
That's a non-recurring issue, so it's more than probable that it doesn't mean anything.
Then... why did you look so shocked?
Tell me.
Am I... disappearing?
I'm asking if I'm going to disappear.
No, it's just the opposite.
No, don't do it!
What do you mean, just the opposite?
Don't tell him!
The main identity's memories being remembered in your head...
it means that his memories are starting to flow into yours.
It means...
that you are encroaching in on the main identity's space.
It means that it won't be you, but it could be Goo Seo Jin...
who could end up disappearing for good.
Robin?
Unlike Goo Seo Jin, you're quite susceptible to hypnosis.
You're right here with me. You've always remained by my side.
It means that you are encroaching in on the main identity's space.
There's... a chance that I may not have to disappear?
How could you have told him that? You're not even a doctor anymore.
Seo Jin is starting to change!
Losing his consciousness before, he started showing signs of changing.
Just like you said yourself, Seo Jin is not as weak as he used to be.
That's when we still thought that he was being protected by another being.
But Robin already sees a glimmer of hope that he can take over the main identity himself.
He already started hoping for that before I even lured him in.
What do you mean, lured him in?
Just what have you done?
I just sent a little letter to the poor and pitiful Robin.
All human beings are the same.
Human beings are capable of doing anything when something gets in their way
of what they really want, aren't they?
And also...
Do you think that Robin is the only secret that Seo Jin has?
Or...
Do you think the Robin that you see is the real actual truth?
- Should I not ask what's wrong? - I'm not sure what to make of everything yet.
Once I figure things out, I'll tell you everything then.
Okay.
Oh, I almost forgot.
This arrived for you a little while ago.
Why don't you read it? It looks like a letter from a fan.
This is the first fan letter that you've received in five years.
Then I'm going to read it instead, okay?
Wow, look at how fancy it is.
Do you know why Goo Seo Jin is so desperately searching for Doctor Kang?
Doctor Kang has found a perfect method of treatment to cure him of his illness.
You'll soon cease to exist, Robin.
Robin, you are me. You are soon going to disappear.
No, it's not disappearing, since you'll continue to exist within me.
The phone you're trying to reach is not on, so please leave a message at the tone.
It's...
me again.
Where are you?
Are you gone?
Have you left?
I'm still...
still...
[Detective Na]
Did Jang Ha Na come in to give her statement?
Goo Seo Jin? Were you out clubbing?
I wanted her to come in and give her statement
but you and Secretary Kwon told me not to bother her
and that you'd speak for her instead because she's safely resting.
So why are you suddenly acting like this?
I had to speak to you in regards to the briefing with the reporters tomorrow!
Where's Ha Na?
Why is Seo Jin doing this? Why is he doing this without my consent?
Should I just start blabbing my mouth to everyone, too?
- Where have you hid Ha Na? Where is she! - Robin, the thing is...
You knew about it, too, didn't you?
Doctor Kang's perfect method of treatment...
You knew that she had found it.
Why didn't you tell me?
How could you do this to me?
You said no one wants me, right?
Do you...
really want me to disappear, too?
Where are you? Are you staying safe?
I'm really worried, so can you please call me?
Where are you? Can we please talk?
If you don't want to see me, then just let me know that you're okay.
Okay, if you don't want to talk to me, then just text me and let me know that you're okay.
Just let me know that at least.
It's me.
You said you felt like you were dreaming, right?
That's how I feel right now.
I can't believe that I've started to change.
But it's not a bad feeling, and in fact, it feels good.
Thanks.
For watching over me when we were little, and even still.
- Hello? - I didn't think you'd answer your phone.
Doctor Yoon, I got the text you sent earlier.
- I'm sorry for not having responded. - I know.
You must be feeling so confused right now.
Both Goo Seo Jin and Robin came by to see me.
I know that they're not twins.
I was shocked myself, so I can't imagine how you must've felt.
Where are you? You shouldn't be alone right now.
I'm just going to rest for a bit, and be back in a couple of days.
- Too much has been going on lately. - Just tell me where you are.
I'm at a bed and breakfast in Jangeun. There's no need for you to worry.
Okay, call me when you get back.
Okay.
He protected me... and I protected him.
He comforted me... and I comforted him.
I saved him... and he saved me.
Weren't you afraid of being alone?
Or was it...
- that you were more afraid of me? - Don't say it like that.
I finally got you to say something.
I thought you had lost your ability to talk from the shock of finding out.
I'm still not sure what to make of all this.
Then just listen.
Do you still have things left to say?
All the words that you and Director Goo have been saying to me...
- Listening to all those words... - Listen only to the words that I tell you.
When everyone would tell me that I'm just an illusion and a fake...
You reached out your hand to me, and when even I couldn't understand myself...
you just understood me without asking me any questions.
And because of that, I was able to truly feel alive.
If I'm just Goo Seo Jin's fake, and an illusion...
then how do you explain the emotions that I'm feeling right now?
And what about the way my heart is pounding right now with you near me?
- Was Robin here? - Yes.
Then I'll just leave.
[Documents related to Goo Seo Jin have been received.]
When your father told you that trusting yourself would make all the fears go away
did you find that all your fears went away right after hearing that?
Did you get right back on the rope after that?
No.
I was still afraid for a while.
But I repeatedly recited the words to myself, and just kept practicing.
Then I guess that's where I'm at right now.
I'm repeatedly reciting it to myself right now.
While reciting those words...
I'm practicing how to face what happened 22 years ago head-on.
Soo Hyun.
Lee Soo Hyun.
Let's talk truthfully about what had really happened that day.
The truth that I had forgotten, and the truth that you're not aware of...
Let's talk about those truths.
I've changed because of you.
You've made me change.
Come back. I'll be waiting.
[Don't try to blame the pain on anyone... Blaming others won't erase the pain.]
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- Why do you keep walking behind me? - We've walked like this before.
- That was Robin. - Which would've been me.
- But you don't feel like the same person. - Liking Robin is the same as liking me.
- I think he's noticed. - How hard it must've been for Seo Jin.
- I want to talk to you about that. - That's a lie.
- A battle for what? - A battle to reclaim my life.
She's gone. She's disappeared again.
I'm not going to avoid it anymore. The choice is up to you to make.